I'm a young woman, married to a guy. He's the only man I've ever been with. We've been together since HS. I'm bored, resentful for things done over the years. I never initiate having sex and almost always turn him down. This isn't how I pictured my marriage. I find myself cruzin this site lately which I've never done. It's interesting to read about all these other people who feel similar to me.
I don't know if I can or ever would cheat. Not going to lie, I think about it, I've daydreamed about finding that person that gives you butterflies, the feeling right before your first kiss with them, making out for hours until you just can't take it anymore. I crave to feel this way again with someone, but I'm not sure my heart will let me. How could any other man respect me or think highly of me if I'm a cheater? Oh well.. I guess I'll just keep dreaming..
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